Sunday, August 12, 2007

Afghan addiction


20,000 feet down, the Hindu Kush mountains floated by, distant, desolate, ethereal.... and I remembered the books I had read during my summer holidays, curled up, lost, mother calling for dinner…ignored.

In 1857 a long British caravan straggled across the same mountains. Most were massacred, picked off by tribesmen with long barreled jezails. Betrayed and crushed, the British empire had been brought to its knees.

A lone bloodied doctor survived... and had stumbled into India.


The view would be amazing I had read online. I flew into the Islamic republic of Afghanistan on the IC Delhi Kabul flight, over the Hindu Kush ...down the rabbit hole. I was headed to Afghanistan to help a friend shoot a film on the poppy trade.

”It means Hindu killer...hindu kush” said the tiny man seated next to me as he leaned over to read the file I read. He had a pooja mark on his forehead and cleaned the food off his tray with much open mouthed chewing. He kept the sugar sachet in his pocket for later.


"hindu killer" mountains


NGO workers, contractors, loud americans who chatted in groups, smelling of deodorant, gelled.
World bank employees, reconstruction, mines, IEDS...the words floated across the plane aisle to my ears. Groups had formed and people seemed keen to be friendly, to bond and coalesce as we cruised over bare mountains sipping coke and looking down at the starkness below.




Stark mountains and starker people. Romantic. Unforgiving. Dangerous. Beautiful. a black hole, a place of death and fear, war, warlords and Rambo, women being stoned, Islamic fundamentalism and Osama bin laden scuttling about the shadows.

This was the Afghanistan that existed in my head. A monster, imaginary.


Thus I flew, thus i descended, and the nervous brahmin tore open his sugar sachet and poured the contents down his throat.

"For ear blockage" he said.

We had hired security contractors', a polite terminology for mercenarys' to look after us while we were in Afghanistan. I was picked up at the airport in Kabul by Brian who walked into the immigration line, rifle on shoulder. "You...national Geographic?" and taken to a land cruiser parked out side the wrecked airport sans baggage which would be picked up later by an aide.


"Right", said Brian…. "wear this", and gave me a gradel level 3 flak jacket, and "if anything happens listen to us, get down and get out of the vehicle on the side we are not being fired on only when and if we do. Okay?

Ok.

We drove thorough Kabul, fast, down the Jalalabad road and through crowds of vehicle, going off road when possible and racing ahead of traffic. Brian watched out the window, sig rifle on his lap. Later I found out that an informant had reported in a suicide bomber who had been looking for a target .He had been wandering about at about the same time we raced towards the contractor compound.



The city looked stricken…. Bombed out buildings, bullet holes. Kabul is over 3,000 years old. and many have fought over the city due to its strategic location between Europe, the middle East and Asia. More than 20 years of war have scarred the city.





We drove to the “compound” where the contractors lived at high speed.

Q"Why do you drive so fast?"

A "Suicide bombers mate"

Some afghans, especially the ones we almost ran over, cursed us as we zipped by.


FAK YOU!


Other people waved and smiled.....






But most seemed....








The armor group compound was located in a secure part of the city and we traversed several checkpoints with tiny Nepali gurkhas wielding seemingly oversized Ak-47s . Gurkhas seemed to always be the sentries. The compound gates were opened and the armored land cruisers were checked for bombs before being let through. Manicured lawns, wire fencing, bar, air conditioning, buffet, sterile.






Approximately 50 percent of Afghanistan’s GNP comes from the drug trade. Afghanistan is the world's largest source of illegal heroin and has a long history of opium cultivation. The Taliban cracked down on the trade and almost eradicated the same. After the Taliban regime was overthrown by the US-backed Northern Alliance in 2001 opium production resumed. This year, it’s been the biggest harvest ever and according to the Americans the Taliban fund their war with profits from the same. Eradication efforts drive angry farmers into the arms of the Taliban who levy a tax and protect the farmers from government troops.





The Americans have poured hundreds of millions of dollars into a huge effort to stop heroin cultivation. Helmand Province, the center of the Taliban resurgence and temporary home to a huge number of British and American troops, produces more opium than any other country in the world.

We were to film the destruction of fields by afghan troops. It will be dangerous we were told as often the villagers would fight the troops and sometimes the local taliban would pitch in. Many had been killed already.

But first we visited the Nejat treatment center. The only treatment center for heroin addicts in Kabul. Located on a side street close to a rubbish dump the Nejat treatment center looked after a few addicts.





I took the following images there during filming. The men would have group therapy outdoors where they would recount their experiences with the drug. The stories were similar...unemployment, boredom, no education. 99 percent of Afghanistan is illiterate. Lives with very little hope and no ambition. Like the stark mountains I had flown over they had very little except for their history of violence, war, fundamentalism and exploitation. They were very much a part of the landscape.






A 2006 United Nations report estimates that the total number of drug users in Afghanistan is nearly 1 million - almost 4% of the total population.





Afghanistan is suffering from a huge rise in heroin addiction. The easy and cheap access to the drug has found many users in an unemployed and ill educated country suffering the ravages of 30 years of war, grinding poverty and unemployment.




addict


After the American and NATO takeover of Kabul in 2001 and the resumption of heroin cultivation on a huge scale, the number of heroin addicts doubled between 2003 and 2005. It is believed that a lot of the addiction began in refugee camps where boredom, frustration and loss rules the day.



Addict

About 60,000 children are addicted to narcotics in Afghanistan, the World Drug Report has said. Female addicts find it very difficult to access treatment. The UN report says there are about 100,000 female addicts in Afghanistan. It is believed that the real figure is much higher.






The country is one of the worlds poorest.

The damage drug addiction is doing to Afghan families and society is very real. No real statistics exist due to tribal leaders being embarrassed to disclose figures as in the past drug addiction was criminalized under the Taliban. The social stigma remains.





I watched a group of men teased, laughed and joked their way through the sessions. The moderator seemed warm and kind and occasionally many of the men would laugh.





They played musical instruments and a few danced Tajik style, moving in a circle.





One young man refused to dance and sulked in a corner.




It looked like a Bangalore neighborhood AA meeting. All the characters were present. The loudmouth, the quiet one, the sulker...

And except for the location, it was.

We visited with two heroin addicts. One brought his little daughter along.They were quiet men, soft spoken and skinny. Their families had been wrecked by the drug and all they lived for as they said, was for their next fix. They took us to an abandoned building some distance out of Kabul. The structure was bombed out, bullet hole marked and littered with human feces.The little girl waited and they smoked up with raw unprocessed heroin. They were methodical and practised. The inhaled deeply and one used a pen minus the refill to inhale the fumes from the burning chunk of heroin. We filmed away, the men crouched in a corner and thick clouds of the drug wafted by. After awhile I felt dizzy and nauseous but it was soon replaced with a feeling of euphoria and joy.





We finished shooting and I stood outside the building, high on heroin for the first time.
So this is Afghanistan, my version, I thought to myself. The mountains looked beautiful.
I was beautiful.







I wondered what would become of the beautiful child at my feet. No education, no parental guidance, no jobs, no future, no hope. No Rabbit hole this. No wonderland.

"Maybe she will be sold," said Brian when I asked him."Heroin can make people do awful things," It was true in some ways. The anecdotal Afghanistan of my head, but not as romantic.




Brian and the girl

The little girl found me and my Nikon quite funny. My "Afghan girl,"I thought to myself minus the perfect lighting. Brian gave her bar of chocolate. We left her with her father and drove back to Kabul. As we left the little girl made scary faces and stuck her hands out in front of herself to make like monster claws. She growled and roared.








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Next post

We were headed into the fields of Nangahar province. The trip entailed a drive through the mountains into East Afghanistan. Several hours on a narrow road with huge drops and gorges. The taliban had conducted several raids and attacks on this road in the recent past.The area were were to visit had seen a lot of violence and soldiers had been killed.

"Potentially very dangerous, this here field trip" muttered Brian, who seemed nervous.







I was too.


to be continued......


34 comments:

Anonymous said...

so are u back?

Balaji D said...

Excellent work and narration. I have become quite a fan of your work. Congrats and keep up the good work.

Srikkanth said...

Q"Why do you drive so fast?"



A "Suicide bombers mate"


That sums it all! hope ur back and in good condition :-)

Srikkanth said...

Q"Why do you drive so fast?"



A "Suicide bombers mate"


That sums up ur trip.hope ur back and in good condition :) well the story is good so far and im waiting for more..i went through your pictures as well..a soldier cutting an opium bud(?) is great..where his head is covered by the poppy..i think u havent processed most of ur pictures as i see that some pictures are not well exposed although the same adds to the drama and goes well with the story and the stark conditions prevailing there..as always i loved it!

Three cheers to u and waiting for more!!

Anonymous said...

I love the stories you weave around your pictures, seems brave and romantic and all that. The reality of drugs, death and hopelessness in that landscape is distressing.

-Roopa

Citrus said...

Super.

Tamara said...

Thanks, Ryan - educational. Interesting that the Taliban was supressing the drug trade whilst the US efforts actually went the other way. I'm looking forward to reading more about your visit...

ian said...

Hi Ryan,

Fabulous photos. Enjoyed your style of writing - engrossing... and in conjunction with the pics... very thought provoking.

Compliments on your resolve and your courage to do such assignments. Keep up the good work, and look forward to many insightful contributions, which you will surely undertake in future.

Ian Faria.

Jai said...

hey.. awesome write up and great pics.. glad u r back safe & sound :)

Anonymous said...

hope you are well n high after that story.
your work disturbs me. the honesty of those emotions you capture can really make the day black n white.
great work ryan....hope to see more soon .

Aparna said...

I love what you can do with black and white ryan. The little girl was the only one who was smiling. You captured the innocence and shy hope in her face perfectly. It serves as a brilliant juxtaposition to the rest of the pictures that are just stark and brutal in their honesty and seem to send a message of resignation and indifference. Your experiences always transport me to the place of your visit. I feel like I was right there with you.

Anonymous said...

fantastic blog. you are amazing mr. Lobo.

Anonymous said...

Amazing pictures but more than that was that I felt that I was there with you .
I want to cry at the sadness of that desolate country.
Love your work.

Anonymous said...

Awesome post Ryan. I think that you should write a book, a travelogue with photographs.

Sarah said...

Mr Lobo your Afghanistan blog is amazing. I just rad it in a public place and was quite embarrassed as tears emerged and I was almost fully weeping. Its so moving and stirs up so many emotions.I wish i had the same power. Well done!

Anonymous said...

Great post...fantastic pitures....leaves me wondering about my own reality....

Anonymous said...

Ryan, You're incredibly talented and strange. And i say that because you must be weird to be able to do what you do and a weirdness like yours takes skill to cultivate!
No one probably understands you. And i think that you're cool with that. I bet you just hope you never have to understand them!

:)

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Anonymous said...

Hello Ryan,
I would like to know what happened to the girl? Is she alright? I like your writing very much and it seems to come from your heart.
Selvam

Ruben Bike said...

Wow!!!. that's a great photostory... congratulations

Anonymous said...

you don't seem to live what you see. where is your empathy gone? at the end of the day its all about the margins like the rest of us, is it not?

urmila said...

Great stuff ryan!!! Love the story you tell with your
pictures.................. makes it all come to life, scary
sometimes...........

hugs

Anonymous said...

Its like i was there. Thank you for your writing and thank you for your images. They add to your words.

Adam

Anonymous said...

I had a serendipitous brush with your images today.


Your work is young and energetic at the same time simple and poetic ...

regards

Suchitra Vijayan , Barrister
United Nations - International Criminal Tribunal for Rwanda
Tanzania, Africa

Srikkanth said...

waiting for part2 of afghan story..grt work out there..cheers!!

Anonymous said...

you strike deep

Urvashi said...

Hi Ryan...
As usual great work... I think i should jus stop telling u this each time :-)
needless to say, am waiting for part II
btw, i would really appreciate it if you could put me through someone who is actively involved in post-conflict work in Afghanistan.
cheers

Anonymous said...

where u off to next?

Anonymous said...

Amazing work.
Why do you do what yo do?I bow to your bravery and committment .

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cyclopseven said...

wonderful job man.

cyclopseven said...

Wonderful exposure.

Anonymous said...

Hi Ryan,

I am 'Brians' wife!!

Just wanted to say there are some great photos here and your narration is excellent.
Brian enjoyed working with you guys and we are awaiting the second installment to the story...... hurry up and post it!!!

S said...

Wow what an adventure you have had! I have just met your pal, Adarsh in Delhi, and he knows some of my friends in Bangalore as well.

I will now down a sugar packet in your honor!